Hangin out in the fancy bars, with the boys who play guitar

I should be doing a lot of other things right now. I should be writing up the script for one of my first ever completely planned out videos. I should be reading a book on how to argue properly or a book that discusses Americas Religious Illiteracy (its actually been really good so far). Oh and I should be studying for my first math exam that is next Thursday but instead what am I doing? Blogging. Of course, because apparently the inspirations to blog only can come at the most inopportune times.

Of course I would sit down and read the other blogs I follow and be hit with the craving to write. I crave writing almost as forcefully as I crave food after a stressful day. Yes, I am being honest with myself, I stress eat and avoid my problems. Not the healthiest idea for a girl my size but hey, at least I can come out and say it online. Now if only I had the strength to admit it to my parents, or the strength to find a solution. The fact that I have accepted that I am fat and that I have found that I really don't have a problem with that, is not making this any easier. Admitting it is the hardest part people have told me. Uh, No. The hardest part is fixing it and sticking to a plan. Because I am sorry but an elliptical machine doesn't do it for me like a double cheese burger with onions.

Aside from my issues of replacing stress with food, and my overwhelming habit of blogging when work should be getting done. Life hasn't been too terrible to me, thus far, I still have the rest of today, Saturday and Sunday to get through.

I am actually really excited about a few things; Halloween, Buying and subsequently reading John Greens books, ( I am really trying to find books to read for enjoyment again), Thanksgiving (not for the food, for the David who will be returning to the area, which is near my house), and the New Moon movie,(drools and shakes with anticipation).

If you don't know who John Green is that's cool, He is one half of the team known as the Vlogbrothers, and he is made of awesome. He and his brother Hank started the Vlogbrothers channel and the Nerd Fighter network. Now a Nerd fighter is not someone who runs around and beats up nerds no no no. A nerd fighter is a nerd who fights for awesome and to deplete the world wide levels of suck in the world. ( I know that it really sounds like I am making this all up but I am not.) I am a self proclaimed Musical/ Choir Nerd. John Green has written three books, all of which I plan on reading in my spare time: Paper Towns, Abundance of Kathrine's, and Looking for Alaska. And I want them all in paper back...here's why, I like paper backs way more they are lighter, easier to carry and typically smaller in size.

Fun facts that contribute to my love of John Green.

-He hates unicorns

-His dog Willy

-His adoration of his wife the Yeti

-And the use of the Bonly (a combination of the words best and only.)

Everyone should go check him and his brother out. You will not be disappointed.