A bold statement to be made I know blog, but it is true. Until about a year(ish) ago when I began following her I hadn't felt the need to vlog or blog. I mean I used to blog a lot back when everyone had a livejournal and it was what you did while being in high school. But somewhere back by my Junior year I stopped. most likely because I felt I had nothing left to write and because of the wonders that are myspace and facebook. But now I blog semi regularly. Only when I feel that there is something important for me to type or when I have a topic I wish to discuss. Primarily by myself. People think that talking to yourself is a sign of mental instability when it is my opinion that it is a health way of discovering how you feel about something. Like take me I am actively narrating what I do on a semi weekly basis. Being able to write things down and see them brings forth a whole new level of understanding for me. Words can trigger anything in my brain. I am working on a video now about how my mind works. It is a slow process, mainly because of school and work. Oh, that and the fact that my laptop is not the most reliable object in my life. I think that it is easier to be honest with yourself when it is only you that you have to answer too. Not a shrink or a parent, because it is easy to lie. Lying is something I am good at. Its not like I wanted to be good at it, it just came naturally. However, I cannot lie to myself. I know what is true and what is untrue. No matter what comes out of my mouth. This theory of mine only came to be true once I started to blog again. And the only reason that happened was because of miss.hoover as I call her, though I know I am not the only one. After seeing her new video weather it be on 5AG or HayleyGHoover I feel inspired and slightly ashamed that I am not doing something more creative with my life. I really could do so much more. At least that is what my determination tells me. I will strive to be Hoover-esque. I will not copy I will just do what I believe Hayley does, be creative, be original, be yourself, and do whatever you think is funny. Write thoughtfully, analyze critically and don't be afraid to be honest.
Even if Hayley never reads this, which I kinda doubt she would happen to stumble upon it I am happy with what I wrought. Now I will go to my Composition class then get some Stromboli. Because honestly what is better than some pizza rolled up with cheese just pouring out and ranch dressing. God I love ranch dressing.. nom nom
Oh and lastly I would like to point out that I love Mac desktops way more than the mac books. The one I'm on now at school is beautiful and I have never lusted after a machine before.
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