I want you to be all I believe in. So, I am slowly starting to climb out of this hole. Like really slowly. And the way i have been doing this is by cutting down on sleep. How healthy. Although, the speed I am moving at now I should probably double, possibly even triple. So after waking up confused because I couldn't remember what day it was, I ran through the energy I had before I even got into my car to drive to school. Half way to school I caught my eyes drooping. Not safe. So I promised myself that I could sleep in the car for a half hour before class because for whatever reason I get to school like an hour early. So safely parked I turn the car off and keep the radio on and lean back trying to sleep. Except every two minutes a car would go by with their headlights on. Or someone near me would slam their car door. And lastly I learned that my car seat is not comfy enough to sleep in. Poop.
So I walk to my class where I know what's coming my head bobbing up and down because I am so near sleep just sitting there trying to take notes. But this stupid condition only lasts until the end of that class then I am ready for a walk to the O.C. where I continue to fight to pull myself outta my hole. The attempts I have made are small but worthy of mentioning.
I can only hope to come out of this strong. I can only hope to come out of this passing. gah stupid stupid stupid mistakes I have made. I think I am much less overwhelmed now. Now I am just annoyed with myself.
I am gonna type up a quick list of things I need to remember.
-Buying new moon midnight tickets.
-looking into macs
-finishing homework
-emailing those people
-Finally mastering APA format.
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